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Thursday, November 26th, 2009
8:45 pm	Oh, and another thing... Thanksgiving sucks. Everyone busy, and there's nothing to do. If it wasn't for the Mythbusters marathon on discovery I'd of gone crazy by now. -Me (Comment on this)
1:56 am	Been quite some time.... Been awhile, like usual. Nothing major has really happened. I mean, nothing worthwhile writing about. I just wanna bitch for a moment. It's really hard for me to get to like a girl, mostly because of self-trust issues. Not with them mind you, with myself. Anyhow, over this last year or so there has been a girl I see time to time. We hang out, just have a good time, purely friends. I finally reach the point of trusting myself enough to want to move forward and something ALWAYS happens. This time? During a casual chat she let slip she's been seeing a guy for like 6 month now. Something she's never mentioned before. It gets better though, not just seeing a guy, seeing a friend of mine. Now I'm not blaming her. I should have said something, or done something sooner to show my interest, and I didn't. My fault. I'm just so f'ing sick of this happening. Been what now...6? 7 years since I was last involved with anyone. I hate relationships. Honestly, looking outside in it just doesn't seem like it's worth the effort. I'm done now. Sorry for that. -Me Current Mood: irritated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 20th, 2009
5:00 am	Mehh posting Figured it was about time to post something again. Let's see, how can I quickly rundown most if not all that has happened in the last 15 weeks. Well first my brother moved up here from Florida, which is a good thing. He's my oldest brother, and oddly enough he got into WoW last September so we have alot to talk about now. Plus, I've always just felt closest to him as a sibling. We've always had similar interests. Then there was the deal with my computer. I woke up one day and it was shut off. I never shut off my computer, restart time to time, but never off. Trying to turn it on got me to the windows loading screen, then my computer proceeded to laugh at me. It pulled a sword on me, and attempted to stab me. I pulled one as well and the fight was on. It last a good few hours, and we both got in some good damage. But then I trumped him with a complete reformat. Now he's back to being my submissive little box. Then my Grandma died. Which tore my mom apart. It was her last living parent, as my grandfather died when I was 8, back in 1990. At this point in this story, opinions of my behavior with diverge.I didn't go to the funeral. I refuse to mourn the loss of that woman. My grandma dying was a good thing. She was a horrible old woman who was never much of a mother to my mom, and wouldn't talk to any of her children unless they had something she wanted. The world is a better place since she died. I realize some of you might be put off by what I just said. But let me explain a bit. First off I haven't even seen nor spoken to my grandma since I was around 10, and she only lived about 4-5 miles away. She refused to pay for my grandfathers tombstone when he died, then a few years later when my aunt Pam committed suicide (she jumped off the mackinaw bridge) she didn't even bother to call her grieving son. There is more stuff, but I'm gonna change topics before I start getting angry. What else what else....oh. I don't think I mentioned it before, but my Cat Keekers died in December. She was a mean old cat who hated people, got real fat and just sat around. God I miss her. Hmm...I think that really might be all the big stuff. Uhh....I killed a spider today. My other cat Harley flushed it out from under my bed. It was f'ing huge. (If you know me, you know I seriously f'ing hate spiders. More than just about anything in the world.) I think that's it.Yea, goodbye. -Me (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 31st, 2008
2:48 am	New years... So it's 3 a.m. here, and I'm just lost in thought about a lot of stuff when it occurred to me, I haven't had sex since 2001. Last time was when I was 19. That's one of those weird things. To be honest I hadn't given it thought. I'm just not the guy who tries time after time to get a girl. I'm far too lazy for that. Weird to think it'll be 8 years. Oh well, I don't really care that much. It's takes too much effort for that type of interaction now a days. The girls wants to talk, do stuff, or go places. Plus there's the phone calls, and holiday events. I just like sitting here on my comp, or watching a movie, or playing a game. I guess I could always find a 'Lady of the Night' if you know what I mean. But even that takes time and motivation. And sadly I'm just not that motivated. Well, here's to another year of celibacy. -Me (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 6th, 2008
7:20 pm	New pic.... Saw this and just laughed like hell. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Friday, September 5th, 2008
1:27 pm	My Life....part 2? So in light of the current revelations I was going through a bit ago I contacted my long time best friend Kevin Ogren, to rehash the past and possibly find out more about some other friends I've lost contact with. This was a much better experience. The conversation was only around 20 minutes, but made me feel alot better about my position in life. The only bad part was finding out a guy we knew when we were around 15-18 was dead. It's weird hearing someone you once knew, and actually spent alot of time with is dead. Apparently he got married around like 19, then had 2 kids, and drown last year. Crazy shit. But the jist of the conversation was mostly along of the lines of 'survival'. Friends are doing what they can to make ends meet, which seems to be a common thing now a days, and is pretty much what I'm doing as well. Maybe I'm more in place than I thought I was. -Me (2 Comments |Comment on this)
11:34 am	My Life... So I was just working my way around the net today, when I happened across some info about an old friend I haven't seen in years. I went to his facebook and was looking over his friends list, a barrage of memories flooded back to me as I saw some old friendly faces in the list. Beth, a girl I had a crush on forever. She's having a baby. Evan, an old friend, kind of a dick at times but a friend none the less. He's working out in California. Tim, working for some company in Michigan. Brandon, again working for a company in Michigan. There's more but I'll get to the point. I sat and looked at all these people, people I used to know fairly well, but haven't seen in 5-8 years give or take. They are all doing so well, and it made me come to a realization. My life is an utter failure. I'm older than ALL of these people, mostly only by a year or so, but even so. And every one of them is doing better than me. I admit my big fatal flaw is lack of motivation. Probably alot to do with me not caring so much. But that just reinforces how much of a failure I am. Some people would take this new self-realization and come to the conclusion that it's about time to make something of themselves. But that's not me. Even as I sit here typing this I can't figure out why this is bothering me so much. I mean, I can look at my past and quite easily identify why I failed, and how I made active choices which lead me here. I knew full and well what would occur. A good analogy would be if you had a gun, and decided to shoot yourself in the foot. Now, you know for a fact that it's gonna hurt like a son of a bitch. And you know for a fact if you do it you have no right what so ever to be angry. But then you do it, and get pissed cause it hurts so much. I knew what I was doing, I knew the consequences, and I still actively chose to do it. But now I'm just so disappointed in myself. Looking to the future I don't foresee any way to solve the problem either. It's times like these that I really hate life. It would been so much easier if I never had the ability to make choices. -Me (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008
9:17 pm	Insects... Science has been dragging it's ass for too long. Today I got stung by a bee. The little fucker snuck up on me while I was turning the knob to shut the hose off. It's about f'ing time science makes a 'kills every fucking bug in the world' bomb and uses it. I don't care if the plants die, and then the people. I want those little bastards to know who owns their ass. -Me (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 14th, 2008
5:14 pm	What the hell? My birthday is here again. I'm not doing anything. I think I might just go to bed. Goodbye. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 8th, 2008
12:16 pm	Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I got a Wii. Fantastic system. Have to say, hearing about what it can do and seeing it do it are 2 different things. The Wiiconnect24 is very nice, auto-updating system drivers and menu version while I sleep. The Nintendo channel is cool as hell, just a channel with videos about upcoming games, interviews with game creators, and spotlights on Wii-Ware (essentially smaller games made by either small companies or individuals from what I understand). My only complaint, my arm hurts from playing too much. Anyway, yes. -Me (Comment on this)
Friday, May 30th, 2008
8:19 am	Yesterday.... I finally saw something awesome happen. So I'm walking to the store and there's a Ford Explorer coming towards me on the street heading north. Getting ready to cross the street I see another car heading east pull up, getting ready to take a turn right and head south. Standing there I watch as the car heading east turns right but decides mid-turn he didn't want to go south anymore. He slams on the gas and flys out into the intersection slamming into the explorer heading north, the guy in the explorer tried to maintain control but is pushed into a tree taking like half the front of the tree off. The explorer apparently gases it too but because of that basically launches himself into a telephone pole, which promptly snapped like a twig. Pole starts falling, but got tangled in the wires and hung there. Meanwhile the car who started the whole accident backs up and peels outta there. Just gone. The guys in the explorer tried to leave as well, they literally got like 10 feet and the truck just died. Meanwhile I'm standing there with my jaw open listening to the resident evil soundtrack as telephone wires are swings around emitting sparks and smoke. And the wires still connected to the damn pole were on fire. 2 pole down the wires were smoking and dropping little globules of burning crap. You always here about such events taking place. For instance, just yesterday as well Aeromed crashed into the roof of the hospital. But no one had footage of it, so it's just one of those 'stories' you hear about. I SAW this, and I must say, it was awesome. Now some of you may be sitting there thinking, 'What about the people in the cars?'. Good question. No clue. Plus, if your my friend, you should know me. I don't care. Now that's not to say I wish Ill upon these people, not at all, I just don't care. It's not my business to look in other peoples lives. I don't want to expend the time or energy that would take. Anyhow, that's all. -Me (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 25th, 2008
5:39 pm	lawl I can look at this without laughing so damn hard. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 14th, 2008
2:19 am	Heart day Happy Singles awareness day. (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 10th, 2008
3:27 am	Random thoughts Ever think about stripping naked, running down the street, holding your wang in one hand and just yelling loudly, 'I've got the whole world, in my hands!'? I'm not gonna do it, too much snow outside. Just a thought is all. Out. -Me (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 24th, 2008
8:00 pm	Night of the Living Dead Jesus! Found out some hilarious news, an old buddy of mine made a movie! Called 'Night of the living Dead Jesus' It's about 3 guys who go on a fishing trip and run into jesus, who back for blood. And get this, they actually are premiering it at the Wealthy Street Theatre! It's on February 10th. Not sure the time, but I'm going, gonna be hilarious. -Me P.S. If your some jesus nut who feels it's your duty to post a comment on here about how this is a blasphemous movie, or post, or anything just straight out. Shut the fuck up. Jesus is an imaginary friend for Adults alright. The sooner you realize and deal with this, the better. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 19th, 2007
8:58 pm	Hey Alias... Not sure if you had planned to stop by or not, I sent ya my new number. Just gimme a jingle or post a reply to lemme know. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 11th, 2007
2:00 am	Eating a Salad Well, not so much a salad. I'm eating a bowl of Croutons, shredded cheese, sliced ham, and bacon bits. It's actually really good. Yay me. -Me Current Mood: awake (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 1st, 2007
4:18 am	Weeeeeeeee........ I met a girl. That's all I am gonna say at this point. Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 25th, 2007
8:28 pm	Planet Terror Gonna eat your brains and gain your knowledge. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 14th, 2007
4:53 pm	Portal This was a Triumph. I'm making a note here. HUGE SUCCESS. It's hard to overstate my satisfaction. Apeture Science We do what we must, because we can. For the good of all of us, except the ones who are dead. But there's no sense crying, over every mistake. You just keep on trying, till you run out of cake. And the science gets done, and you make a neat gun. For the people who are still alive. I'm not even angry. I'm being so sincere right now. Even though you broke my heart and killed me. And tore me to pieces, and threw every piece, Into a fire. As they burned it hurt, because I was so happy for you. Now these points of data, make a beautiful line, and we're out of beta, we're releasing on time. So I'm glad I got burned, think of all the things we've learned for the people who are still alive! Go ahead and leave me. I think I'd prefer to stay inside. Maybe you'll find someone else to help you. Maybe Black Mesa? THAT WAS A JOKE. HAHA. FAT CHANCE. Anyway this cake is great, it's so delicious and moist. Look at me still talking, when there's science to do. When I look up there, it makes me glad I'm not you. I've experiments to run, there is research to be done. On the people who are still alive. And believe me I am still alive. I'm doing science and I'm still alive. I feel fantastic and I'm still alive. While your dying I'll be alive. And when your dead I will be still alive. Still alive, Still alive. I love this game so damn much. Portal deserves widespread attention. -Me (Comment on this)